so full.....of emotion......

yea, right now im crying and the tears just keep coming..... i have no idea why.  Started out by telling my friend when i realized how sensitive i am.  Today at work, a guest had to stay a few extra nighte because of his wife who was in the hospital because her uterus split.  She's pregnant and i guess her condition not stable at the time and deciding whether to stay in our city or fly her home.  She calls back today to tell me that they will be leaving in a few days, i ask her if everythings alright and she tells me it is.  That was the point when a little thing like that made me want to cry, i was releived that everything was ok and i dont even know this person.

So here i am, typing out this blog and at the same time the tears just keep flowing out and i dont know why.

A month ago i watched "The Soloist" . By the end, when the credits were running i was crying and i kept crying.  I was sad that it is a reflection of what does and is happening in our society now even with all our advances in education and technology.  We still have so many people out on the street, with mental illness and i wont deny it even myself i look at them and then i look the other way.  I will now look at them different and realize that they dont even know the way they are sometimes.

Most of us are so absorbed in their own little world that they dont realized how good that they have it.  All they do is complain about not having enough of this, or needing more of something.  You see people living in a 3rd world country and the littlest thing will make them happy for a lifetime whilst we live here with the same thing and it probably wouldnt make any difference in the world.

I wish people wouldnt hide from reality, people need to watch the news they need to know how good they have it, how fortunate to be where they are at this place in time.  Appreciate the simple things in life, fresh air, a tree, that bird gliding in the air and most of all the people around you that complete your circle no matter how small or big it is......