Timing.....

As with everything in life, things dont always work out the way you want.  Most of the time, its because of the time you chose to do something, the time you didnt choose but it just happened that you felt something.  Why these feelings are so strong are a mystery sometimes, you want them to go away but they dont.   They linger in your mind day in and day out.  Is it something new, something fresh?  We really cannot understand what goes on in our minds and in our hearts, us as human beings are a very complicated being.

So why, why do i feel the way i feel, want what i want?  Why does it feel so strong?  I cant explain it, and i wish i could so i could just flush it out of my system.  I keep trying and trying but it just keeps coming back.  Like the falling snow,  it may cover up something you want to avoid but eventually it melts away and reveals what you put there and you remember... and want...

The moment, timing, is everything.....